Dying Slowly

Could I live this day trapped behind this faceless face, in sadness, you only saw my madness, and you wear this name, deep inside my shame, I have never killed myself the same, dying slowly, is how you know me, we’re always hoping, but never knowing, never knowing, so have you ever lived inside the place, you create, inside, my mind racing, manic thoughts replacing, everything that’s real, trapped in what I feel, you manipulate my fate, my mind is yours to steal, cause I’m dying slowly, it’s how you know me, we’re always hoping, but never knowing, never knowing, I just want this to end, so I will take the blame again, your lie I will defend, as you kill my health again, kill my health again…kill my health, cause I’m dying slowly, it’s how you know me, we’re always hoping, but never knowing, never know, you never know.